My Head Hurts Now!

I think that there's this pressure on society from different influencial groups (especially religious groups and law enforcement) to keep certain things hidden. If it's hidden, it's not a problem. If it's not a problem, then everything is great. But that never works. And the result is that instead of making our lives safer, we are less safe. And I think because of this, society places more importance on these things, they become so much more. They become sexual, which really bothers me. Everything has become sexual. Innocence is lost early because we are slapped in the face daily with every form of sickness relating to every part of our life at every point in our life: nothing is Innocent anymore. It bothers me that a closed minded government along with an open minded pop culture clash because of the Internet age, and society is caught in the middle struggling between the 2 radically opposing factions. So what happens is that the government becomes more radical and manic in their stance, while pop culture continues to push the envelope. And all of this is at the expense of society and social values. Throw in religious view points from different competing religious and anti- religious groups, it's a mine field of mis-information, mis-interpretation, and mind control. All of this is so The Elite in power can hold some sense of control over a society that is slowly falling into a pit of self-abuse without even understanding it's all being orchestrated by Our Handlers, so we will give up all semblance of freedom for our own "protection".

We are the Sheep heading to slaughter!

You'll Understand When You Get Older

You'll understand it when you get older, wait till your an adult, etc.........I'm sick of hearing it. It means nothing to me. Most of the time, it's a justification of adults actions or away to minimize a kids activity. I understand it well. Thankfully I don't hear that from my parents because it's an ignorant statement.

I read this article about European women who go to Africa for sex, The New Sex Trade. It's incredible what people do. Especially since HIV is so rampant over there. This is Really Really Really Dangerous behaviour and it doesn't matter how old I am, I won't understand this.

Then I read this article. I don't understand it and never will. It's about a man who went to Asia and spent 90 days molestion children. Its disgusting. He was arrested when he entered into the U.S. for his crimes. Sick.
But for the most part, I don't understand alot of stuff adults do. I don't think I will ever understand why adults seem to think their actions don't influence the people around them, especially children. It's become too easy to condemn other people's behaviour while hiding sick acts that are not really hidden. Is it a sign of adulthood when you become so possessed and obsessed with sex that anything is fair game? And what's more disturbing is that it seems that anyone without some instance of sexual indiscresions is only because of the fact they haven't been caught yet.
Sex is everywhere and it's not just simple sex. It's weird freaky violent sex. It's domination. It's submission. It's sadism. It's animal sex. It's having sex with little kids. It's sex on film. It's sex in airplanes. It's sex with an audience. It's sex with dead people. It's group sex. It's rape fantasies. It's death sex. It's sex with your mom/dad. It's sex with your brother/sister. It's sex with anyone and everyone. It's gotten to the point where there's nothing that's taboo. Nothing is out of the question. If someone dreams up some sick act, there's always someone who will join in.
But in our society, teen sex is a problem. P-L-E-A-S-E. Teens having sex is one of the least offensive things going on in our society. ADULTS, please look at yourselves before you try to blame societies woes on teens. We learn how to act from our adult role models. We are the future adults, kind of like a mirror image. If adults would/could control themselves, kids wouldn't have the first hand knowledge of these things. It's sad that kids learn this sick crap. It's sad that people expect kids to only follow the good in their role models: it's a childish view in my opinion. It's selfish and immature to expect children to ignore their parents and adults bad acts because they are so important in their social development. But that's something I see in alot of society, IMMATURE ADULTS feeding their twisted desires at any cost.
I'm lucky. And I know that I'm always saying how great my parents are, but they are that great. I'm not saying they're perfect, cause only I'm perfect. LOL. But they are the best parents I've ever seen or heard about. They know when they are wrong and they are not afraid to admit it. They always try to do what's right even if it's real hard to do. They are willing to change something about themselves when it's pointed out that there's something they do that's wrong. But I'm sure there's things in their lives that I don't know about but it's hard to believe there's anything sick they're involved in. They always try to be involved with each other, and with me and my sibs. They spend almost all of their free time with us or with eachother. They like being around eachother and being with us. They don't have secret lives away from home because they're always pretty much at home. Believe me when I say they're always around, it's a major pain. But I wouldn't have it any other way.
And I really do mean this: My Parents are my best friends and my role models. Everybody should have them as rolemodels. The world wouldn't be such a sick place then.

Farters of the world unite or ignite

So I ran upon this guy's blog and I started reading it. This particular entry caught my attention. It was probably the cool name "Pool Pee". It was a pretty good read but I don't agree with him completely (what's new, I never agree with anybody). LOL.
I don't know about everybody else but for the most part if I fart in the presence of another person, it's not some form of male bonding. It's not some weird form of straight/gay guy flirting. It's just a matter of I need to fart. Simple. I know that some people see farting as a nasty disgusting thing that should be done in private. That's fine when you have the option of going to a seculed spot but when that option isn't available, I let 'er rip where ever I'm at. And I expect other people to do the same. On the list of horrible, nasty, disgusting, hurtful, painful, obnoxious, and/or irritating things: passing gas is not that bad. There's alot of things that I see, hear, smell, and taste daily; that to me is alot higher on that list. Some of them being: irritating ring tones, loud talkers, people who bath in perfume, people with shit breath, people who pick their noses in public, people who cough and sneeze without covering their mouths, people who don't bathe, people who belch in your face, people who don't use deodorant, people who don't wash their hands after using the bathroom, etc. See in the run of things, a fart is not half as bad as alot of things. I can handle a bad smell alot better than someone scratching their butt and balls, sneezing, picking their nose, etc while they are preparing my food. I can handle the smell of a fart better than the ideal of shaking someone's hand that didn't wash them the last time they used the bathroom. But that's just me. I'm weird that way.
I know that some people are hyper about eating anything that will give them gas. I remember some friends of my sister who wouldn't eat at our house because of what we normally eat. I'm sure there are guys that are like that too. I know that my Dad and my Mom won't eat certain foods because of different problems that occur (ulcers, and stuff like that). I have somethings I can't eat at times. But if it doesn't actually hurt me in some way, I'm gonna eat the foods I like. If I fart alot, so be it. That's life. I've had times when I could hardly eat anything. There's been times when nothing tasted good because of treatments and stuff. There's been times when I couldn't eat certain things because of my treatments (stuff with high acid especially). So when I can eat, I eat. Having the farts has no part of what I will eat, ever.
To me, it's just a normal body function. NORMAL. I do think there are people who don't want anybody to know they fart or shit, or anyother bodily function. LOL. But it's just part of normal life. I'm not bashful about things like that. I may not talk alot but if I got gas, you will probably know I'm around especially if I can't go somewhere else. If I got to take a crap, I take a crap (I had rather do it in private but when it has to happen, it happens). But I don't care who knows I took a crap. If I got to pee, I pee. I don't care who knows it. It's all part of life. I've peed on the shoulder of the interstate before in a traffic jam. I had to gooooooooooooo. LOL.

But I think there are too many people who are hyper sensitivite to bodily functions. Too many people in too much discomfort. Maybe it's time to just let it all out and breath a little easier. Maybe if people would fart when they need to, pee when they need to, and crap when they need to; there wouldn't be so many people with a stick up their ass.